If you're close-minded, and like adults; then you shouldn't be reading this. Sorry.
I know.. I know I should be sleeping. I got plenty of sleep last night, I went to bed at midnight. But I have to write about what happened last night because my dad is a selfish little bitch who should move out of the house.
Okay.. So it's 10:30, 15 minutes after I get home from the movies. And I go in to my dad's room to see Johnnny.. Because I haven't seen him all day. And I asked him how work was and he was like- "IT WAS BAD" so I just left.. Because he'd bitch at me. So yeah.. Then I went to go talk to Murry Pants on the phone because I haven't really talked to her since Tuesday.. And yeah. So she was telling me her Cole story (which is really funny) and my dad comes in and says- "TURN OFF THE PHONE" but why would I do that? I'm talking to one of my best friends and shes telling me COLE STORIES. Come on.. I can't miss out on that. So I just said okay. And then my dad came in five minutes later.. The Cole story still isn't over with. So I'm just like oooookay. OKAY. We're almost done with the Cole story.. I think.. I don't really remember.. And he comes in SCREAMING at me.. And I kinda screamed back because seriously I'm sick of him. And he just yells at me because he's a guy and he's 30 years older than me.. So that gives him a reason to scream?? I don't know... And then he basically kicked us out of the house. And in the past, when my parents got in fights and my mom would run away, he'd always locke her out. And I was so pissed off. Seriously. Like.. The most pissed off I've ever been in my whole life. I'm so sosososos SICK of my dad. He's the most selfish person I've ever met in my whole life. And if my parents got a divorce I'd be happy. And I'd never ever ever want to see my dad. He's just.. A waste of a parent. And apparently, the reason WHY he was yelling is because he wanted to play tennis with me yesterday. Okay, he NEVER told me that. So he can't just expect me to be home all the time, waiting on him to do what HE wants to do. I kinda gave that up this summer, waiting for things to happen. Because they usually don't, and that's just a waste of my time, waiting for something that isn't gonna happen? I'm sorry.
And.. I remember why I never cry. It's because whenver I would cry, my dad would call me a wuss, and that I shouldn't be crying. But not in a good way, he'd critisize me because I was crying. Am I not good enough to cry, and show emotion? So, that's why I never cry. It's because I'm afraid to. I can only take critisicm so much. From Dr. Dunlap, of course, duh. He doesn't critisize people when they cry. I'm sorry.. If you think this is being arrogant and close-minded, then just comment now..
So on Monday, I'm gonna tell my shrink that maybe my DAD needs a shrink.. Because I only have 3 more years left of living with him. And after that, I probably won't ever want to spend anymore time with him. He ruined my childhood.
And he doesn't agree with me on anything. He doesn't like me being in band at all. He falls asleep during everything. Even BOA. And he was late to my solo. So late, that he missed the whole thing. He just shouldn't go to any of it. Because it really really hurts my feelings if he's not gonna want to see me do something that I love to do. I'd rather have him be at home, playing poker on the computer then sleeping while I'm performing.
I hate my dad. All you other people that read this may love him. But you really don't know what he's like. | 
